confessions of a sugar addict

I was diagnosed with Gestational diabetes recently and have to check and report my blood sugar levels to my dr every week. So far I havent been put on meds but on a low carb, low sugar diet and it sucks. I want a cupcake or icecream but my dr says those are no gos!! I never noticed how much has sugar in it these days and I have been very good not eating sugar things but its so fucking hard. I feel like a drug addict! ARRGGGG I WANT A SNICKERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hooray 40!

Today is my baby Neil Sarver aka The Bleeding Tree's Birthday! The big 40. He certainly does not "look" it. I know that is a semi touchy subject with him, I am by no means saying that he didn't earn those forty years , I am just saying that he is very handsome and has a youthful glow about him. I met him on the bus almost two years ago and though it may seem to be moving fast to some I feel this relationship is moving at a perfect pace. When it feels right ,it just does. I digress back to the coolest subject ever. NEIL <3 . He will make a wonderful father and makes a wonderful man and well hell he is just wonderful.I am so lucky I get to spend this joyous occasion with him. Heres to another forty my love..may they be forty times better than the last! LOVE YOU